8/19/2005

Un-forgiveness

I am battling through this book called Total Forgiveness. It is very difficult for me, because I am so bad at it. The funny thing is, I always thought I was really good at it.
Well, God's light is a revealing one. The chapter I am on right now is explaining why I need to forgive myself... But OMy! I have a life time of mistakes. Nothing anyone could say has gotten me to take myself off the hook.
But un-forgiveness may be the thing that is holding me back more than any other personal trait.
It is the trader in my life. It's voice is sweet and convincing. But the truths that it repeats is seeded with a lies worse than any other.

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