Take a risk...risk a fall

Today showed me that I may have gained knowlege about myself, I may have a gameplan... But the traps that have tripped me up are just beyond my good decision. yes I m being criptic and obtuse. Let me clarify. My traps are not vices. I think I am remarkably free of those (thanks to my fear that I may like them and thus be gripped by them). No, my trap is thinking that the good me is the high energy me. But the high energy me burns up all of my resources. Paraphrasing a friend, I don't know if I would like the real me. What if I were boring and poor and unattractive... well, this experienced naval gazer is off to sleep Sent with Wireless Sync from Verizon Wireless